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Saturday, September 15, 2012

'Fast Foward' has turned in to 'Toward the light'


because of some technical problems, my blog has moved.



Friday, August 31, 2012

Patricia




It has been a while since I last wrote. I'm SO sorry, I'd really missed my blog A LOT, and I got lots of gorgeous photographs I want to show you. But, and I know it sounds like a bad excuse, the net in my house (remember, I live on a boarding school now) has been gone, so I couldn't upload anything until now.

I love my boarding school, the feeling of being a part of something so great, is wonderful. I somehow feel connected to all of those great people, I live with and see each and every day. All of the magical evenings we have together, all the giggling and laughing around the halls. I've been there for some weeks now, but it feels like months. I love my boarding school! And if I'm not posting anything for days, maybe weeks. Then PLEASE be patient with me! I promise never to forget this blog, I love all of my readers and followers, but I have to live my boarding school life! I have to live in the moment.. Kisses and lovable thought to all of you out there, who are reading this.. ! I'll post something again someday soon!



Saturday, August 4, 2012

Happy


Tomorrow I'm starting on a boarding school... Can you believe it? TOMORROW! Wish me luck, cause even though the fluttering in my stomach hasn't started yet, I know I'll feel them tomorrow when it finally hits me, what I'm about to do with my life.. I'm so HAPPY! :D :D :D :D :D Unfortunately, boarding school also means that I can't blog as much as I want to. So in the future you guys have to be patient with me and my blogging..

...And about the pictures? Yesterday Amalie and I decided to go for a walk. of course I brought my camera, and these pictures are the result.. You can check her out blog HERE.



Friday, August 3, 2012

Cheap but precious



I've got this little plastic camera. It feels cheap, like I'll break it just by looking at it. It got lots of scratches and marks. It has a button, which makes a lot of noise when clicking it. It's one of those mini cameras you can see pictures in if you look through the viewfinder. The pictures are grainy and blurry. The colors are weak.. But who cares? It's given me a lot of smiles. When I was younger, I liked to look through it and image all sorts of magical things.. Sometimes I wish I could dream without sleeping. But over the years, it's become so much more difficult to me. I sometimes wish I could have the mind of a child. Just to see the little fairies dancing around in my room.




Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Surrounded by the storm


The clouds were big and heavy today. It felt like they were just minutes from succumbing to the weight and drop down. But I'm stubborn. I'd already decided, that I would shoot some pictures today. Why should a little bit of cloudy weather stop me? They never had before, so why now? (Bent went with me) And of course, minutes after the first picture were captured, the rain surrounded us . The beautiful silver drops came down from above, making us soaking wet. Flashes of lightning followed by thunder, were mercilessly rolling across the sky. A cold breeze went through my jacket and made me shiver, but just for a short moment.

I already miss summer!


Monday, July 30, 2012

Numb


The feeling of being in love. The feeling of looking forward. The feeling of feel. These are some of the many feelings I miss. But I'm numb. It's the worst kind of numbness and I'm afraid it'll never end. Can you imagine? A entire life without feelings. A life filled with false smiles and laughter, mask and lies about how you feel. -Cause you can't feel! Maybe it's just me being melodramatic, but seriously.. It's scary.  There's so many things I should look forward to, so many feelings I should feel. But no.. I can't. It dosen't mean that I'm unhappy, it just means that I'm numb. Even the fire of my passion has turn to ashes. But I hope, and with that I mean really HOPE that if I'll just keep doing what I do, like the numbness never hid me.. It might go away someday.. No, I already know it'll go away, but maybe it will go faster if I keep being me.